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This morning, was fed and comforted by this

True Cost of Discipleship

As they were going along the road, someone said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.”And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.”To another he said, “Follow me.” But he said, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.”And Jesus said to him, “Leave the dead to bury their own dead. But as for you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God.”Yet another said, “I will follow you, Lord, but let me first say farewell to those at my home.”Jesus said to him, “No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.”     Luke 57-62 (& read till10:12)

Daily Devotion By Oswald Chambers – My Utmost For His Highest – Luke 9:62

Suppose God tells you to do something that is an enormous test of your common sense, totally going against it. What will you do? Will you hold back? If you get into the habit of doing something physically, you will do it every time you are tested until you break the habit through sheer determination. And the same is true spiritually. Again and again you will come right up to what Jesus wants, but every time you will turn back at the true point of testing, until you are determined to abandon yourself to God in total surrender. Yet we tend to say, “Yes, but— suppose I do obey God in this matter, what about . . . ?” Or we say, “Yes, I will obey God if what He asks of me doesn’t go against my common sense, but don’t ask me to take a step in the dark.”

Jesus Christ demands the same unrestrained, adventurous spirit in those who have placed their trust in Him that the natural man exhibits. If a person is ever going to do anything worthwhile, there will be times when he must risk everything by his leap in the dark. In the spiritual realm, Jesus Christ demands that you risk everything you hold on to or believe through common sense, and leap by faith into what He says. Once you obey, you will immediately find that what He says is as solidly consistent as common sense.

By the test of common sense, Jesus Christ’s statements may seem mad, but when you test them by the trial of faith, your findings will fill your spirit with the awesome fact that they are the very words of God. Trust completely in God, and when He brings you to a new opportunity of adventure, offering it to you, see that you take it. We act like pagans in a crisis— only one out of an entire crowd is daring enough to invest his faith in the character of God.

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Well, I just got back from the post office. Mailed off another scholarship application. Overall, it was a great experience. What stunk was that it had to be in their hands on April 30, not postmarked by the 30th; therefore instead of costing 60 cents, it was a little over $18, ugh.

That aside, as I was asking questions and deliberating priority or next day; the postman said, “So I see you’re contemplating seminary”. And I answered, “Yep, and we could use your prayers.” He responded, “I think that is great, we need more pastors.” We chatted a little more and he said that he would definitely pray for us. God is so awesome, and knows exactly what we need before we do, and when to give it to us…this is so amazingly true (Is 65:24, Mt 6:8).

Needless to say, for me, this has been a rough last couple of days.

However, the postman was really more like a “post script”, because today in my international Bible study, we took a look at the story of Queen Esther. Great story with some great lesson. We got to go through how Esther is similar to Jesus. How she was literally “scared to death” to go see Xerxes (in fact she prayed & fasted for 3 days before she went). And she didn’t die, in fact thanks to her courage, and stepping out in faith, millions were saved.

And then I got back here and read a blog from a friend entitled The Mustard Patch, and again, stepping out in faith, but this time with “gusto”.

I know Satan is hard at work wherever God’s ministry and hand is at work. It’s frustrating and annoying. Satan wants to do everything is his power to get God’s people to become apathetic, hesitate, and give-up. And God calls us to show up, be available, do our best, and trust in Him and every one of His promises.

Life can seem like a roller-coaster of events and emotions.

Thank you all for your prayers, please keep it up. Thank you God for your trustworthiness, and for speaking to me through friends, strangers, and Your Word.

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Chili

Due to recent stressors in our lives (transitioning from ministry to seminary: packing everything up for storage or moving to St. Louis, sorting and cleaning for a garage sale, financing a move from job to student, etc.) I have begun eating when I can because some days I’m just too nauseated to eat.

This is a good thing though, right? I’m following doctors recommendations of not eating big meals but rather smaller meals throughout the day. I think I might even be losing some weight. I know, I know, this may not be the best way to do that (nor what the doctors had in mind). So this Monday I came home and…

A savory smell filled the whole house. Rach and I said hi, chatted a bit, and then she got ready for her run. She left and asked me to keep an eye on the pot and stir it every once in a while. Each time I came in from watching and playing with the kids, I looked forward to taking the cover off and inhaling this wonderful aroma. Each time I came in though, I was brought back to reality and responsibility with the sounds of, “Dad, can you play with me?” “Dad, can you swing me?” “Dad, ____ isn’t playing fair…”

You need to know that my wife is an amazing cook, or should I say chef or artist. One of her “love-languages” is preparing amazing food for her family. And you could say some people believe chili is one of her specialties. Her chili is consistently fantastic, savory, and leaves you wanting more. You could ask her for a recipe (like one of our friends frequently does), but Rachel would respond, “I don’t know, I just put some of this, and some of that in there, just whatever I have.” And the rest of us (this friend included) say, but “NO, yours always tastes fantastic, what’s the secret? Your holding out on us. Mine never tastes like this.”

Rachel’s chili is a lot like life, and God’s Word.

  • The consistent secret ingredient:

There really isn’t a secret ingredient. Rachel truly does just use whatever she has in the house; sometimes there’s corn in there, sometimes black beans or kidney beans, sometimes even meat or zucchini, but it is never consistent. But there is a secret ingredient, of sorts, it’s her love or her heart…because that is always consistent. God’s Word and love for us is always consistent, always out of grace and mercy. It may not be shown in the same way each time, but his love, and his Word is always there for us. “Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father who does not change like shifting shadows.” James 1:17

Our lives lately are like Rachel’s chili, there are some basic ingredients, but besides those, usually everything else–circumstances and/or people involved–is not consistent. Transitions can be overwhelming, and life is not always consistent, but God’s love, mercy, grace, and guidance are always consistent. “Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever. Do not be led away by diverse and strange teachings, for it is good for the heart to be strengthened by grace.” (Heb 13:8-9)

  • Savory aroma:

The aroma of Rachel’s Chili brings me back to the kitchen every time. I love it, and I love all the love she puts into it. God’s Word during difficult times and transitions is like that too. EVERY time He calls us back to himself, so that he can love us, care for us, and encourage us. “For I the Lord do not change; therefore you, O children of Jacob, are not consumed.” (Mal 3:6)

  • Filling our needs:

It is hard to stop at one bowl when eating Rachel’s chili. And it is so easy to be consumed by the inconsistencies of this world, and to forget or ignore the consistency of God, his love for us, his Word, and his promises for us. His word feeds us and fills us up. It nourishes us so that we can keep on going. “ For he satisfies the longing soul, and the hungering soul he fills with good things.” (Ps 107:9)

I guess, in a way, Rachel’s chili is consistent, it is always savory, always good, always satisfying, and always just what I need. Kind of like God’s Word and God’s love for us is, always savory, always good, always satisfying, and always just what I need. I think I need to get my Bible and make my way to the kitchen…

“The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down. The eyes of all look to you, and you give them their food at the proper time. You open your hand and satisfy the desires of every living thing. The LORD is righteous in all his ways and loving toward all he has made. The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.  He fulfills the desires of those who fear him; he hears their cry and saves them.” Psalm 145:14-19

By the way, as usual, Rachel’s chili was fantastic.

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Seven weeks and counting till we move to St. Louis. There are tears of joy and fear involved in this, and I’m okay with crying in-front of you, heck I cried during my own sermon last week. As we prepare for this new endeavor, we have been riding a roller-coaster of emotions. We are happy and elated one day (or moment) and sad (almost to the point of mourning) the next. That is probably do to lack of sleep, packing, working, and raising four kids.

More seriously though, it is more to do with the realization of all that we have and all that God has abundantly blessed us with over our amazing 10 years here at Purdue (friends and family, house and home, land, space, and all that have and all we needed; thanks Luther). And on top of it, knowing that we will be leaving in 7 weeks, entering a wonderful yet incredibly scary and amazing next 4 years.

We won’t receive our financial aid package until the middle of May, so we have no idea what to expect concerning how much tuition will really be. And to top it all off, we are still working on finding supporters for our living expenses, around $2,500 a month.

Trust me if you think this was an easy decision, it was not. This last week I have lost a lot of sleep do to the anxiety of this endeavor. I’m overwhelmed by thoughts, there isn’t a day going by when I am not thinking, “how in the world can we afford this?” or “what am I doing” or “why in the world am I doing this” or “man I hope I survive Greek & Hebrew classes”. But I believe God has called me to this, called our family to this, am excited to see where He takes us, but I am shaking in my boots every step of the way. I guess that is what you call faith or trust – taking that step off the edge in-spite of every fiber of your body and mind telling you to run back inside and take the elevator down (Proverbs 3:5,6).

And so we go, not “Off we go into the wild blue yonder“, but rather where God would have us go. I feel a lot like how Joshua probably felt, or the 12 disciples when Jesus sent them out 2×2 (on their “internships” first as the 12 and then as the 72). Joshua was taking on a new role, in a new area.

In Joshua 7-9 God commands Joshua to study God’s Law, and not turn from it so that he will have good success, wherever he goes. Meditate on it day & night, and again a promise that if he does, his way will be prosperous and successful, and finally God COMMANDS Joshua to be “strong & and courageous”, not frightened, not dismayed…WHY? Because God, THE GOD, YOUR God, is with you wherever you go.

7 Only be strong and very courageous, being careful to do according to all the law that Moses my servant commanded you. Do not turn from it to the right hand or to the left, that you may have good success wherever you go. This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” Joshua 1:7-9

And so as we struggle with this roller-coaster of feelings — the sadness of preparing to go, saying good bye, the excitement of a new place, new beginnings, and all that God has in store for us. Please pray for us, A LOT, and if you wouldn’t mind, would you prayerfully consider supporting us at seminary?

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Reason for Optimism in Policy Toward Chinese Christians

The following is a post from the Gospel Coalition – Voices; from March 25, 2012 (by Brent Fulton). None of the following is mine. However, it is a good read and a pretty well balanced piece of journalism (and of everything that I know, read, and learn about the Mainland. (Highlights, bolding, & underlining are my additions.)

Persistent reports of Christians in China being harassed, fined, detained, and oppressed through discriminatory policies often lead outside observers to conclude that the Chinese government is pursuing a concerted and consistent policy to restrict Christian activity and stem the growth of Christianity. While these troubling incidents remain a reality of life in China, a survey of the larger picture suggests that they are the exception rather than the rule. Indeed, there may be room for cautious optimism concerning future policy toward China’s Christians.

The Chinese Communist Party’s basic stance toward religion has not changed since it was spelled out in 1982 with Document Number 19. Commonly referred to as the “three designates” formula, this policy restricts religious activities to approved locations, requires that they be conducted by approved clergy, and limits their scope to the geographic sphere in which a given member of the clergy is permitted to practice. In theory, the policy limits the growth of the church by rendering itinerant evangelism illegal, severely restricting the number of leaders qualified to serve in churches, and effectively placing a cap on the number of churches that can operate in any given city or region.

Ever since Document 19 was released, activities neither specifically permitted nor specifically prohibited have existed in this gray area. Although Party policy has basically not changed for more than 25 years, and although the types of incidents mentioned at the outset of this article continue to occur, that gray area has expanded significantly. Without discounting either the reality of incidences of Christian persecution or their seriousness, it is remarkable how much Christian activity takes place on a daily basis that is technically not allowed yet goes unchecked.

Policy Versus Implementation: Unraveling the Mystery

In any given week, somewhere in China, urban believers hold services in rented office buildings, hundreds of unofficial Bible schools offer classes, children attend Sunday schools and youth meetings, books containing all kinds of Christian content are sold openly in bookstores across the country, businesses conduct chapel services for their employees, students meet for campus Bible studies, local Christian-run NGOs offer a host of services to individuals and families with various needs—and those involved in these activities suffer no repercussions at the hands of authorities. Yet during that same week, somewhere else in China, believers could be detained, fined, arrested, or otherwise harassed for participating in any one of these activities.

Since the gray-area activities are, for the most part, not specifically proscribed by law, it is up to local authorities to decide whether and when to prosecute. Given the sheer number of Christians in China (estimates vary from 60 million to 80 million or more) and the fact that most operate outside the official Three-Self Patriotic Movement/China Christian Council structures, it would be impossible for authorities to systematically and consistently go after everyone whose activities fall within the gray area; to do so would consume an inordinate amount of government resources, and in any case would not be considered a priority for the Party, whose chief concerns are continued economic growth and social stability.

Where, then, is the tipping point? Why are some (in reality, most) gray-area activities ignored, while others are attacked with a vengeance? There are a handful of triggers that, if present in a particular activity or situation, will greatly increase the likelihood of official intervention.

Foreign involvement (real or perceived) in religious activities will greatly increase the chance of these activities being restricted. Foreign personnel or foreign funds suggests to Chinese officials that these activities are being engineered or at least supported from abroad, and that the foreign entity involved is seeking to use religious activities in China for political ends. The recent interplay between the government and ethnic groups that enjoy foreign support from high-profile religious leaders is the most obvious case in point; however, Christian groups can also run afoul of the government by receiving foreign funding, allowing foreigners to preach or teach, or using overseas entities as a mouthpiece when they face government pressure. The Chinese government is particularly concerned about foreign NGOs channeling funds to social groups in China whose agendas are suspect, especially when these NGOs are perceived as having an “anti-China” agenda.

Related to this first trigger would be whether the Chinese group or individual in question is perceived as having political motives. Criticizing the government, taking an activist stance on sensitive issues such as urban migrant or ethnic minority rights or AIDS, or supporting those who do, would likely attract government attention and provoke a negative response. Leaders, even in the official church, although enjoying a somewhat protected status, risk quick censure and loss of position should they become involved in any unsanctioned political activities.

The size and scope of the unofficial group and its activities is also a factor. It is generally considered safe to have unofficial “house” meetings of 30 to 40 people. Beyond that most groups choose to divide and then continue to grow (although there are some unofficial urban groups meeting on a regular basis that number several hundred or more). A group that is part of a larger network, particularly if the network spans several provinces, is also much more likely than an isolated entity to draw official attention.

Complicating the effects of these factors are the political winds that blow frequently across China, sparked by the efforts of top leadership to address some pressing issue or crisis. While generally not directly related to Christian activity, these political winds can nonetheless create great difficulties for believers. In both the run-up to the Beijing Olympics and then the 60th anniversary of the founding of the People’s Republic, for example, a huge security net was cast over the city of Beijing. Gatherings of Christians that had hitherto gone unnoticed, or at least untouched, were shut down, and not a few Christian leaders were detained.

It goes without saying (although it can be missed or conveniently overlooked by outside observers eager to identify cases of “Christian persecution” in China) that blatant criminal activity on the part of Christians is grounds for prosecution. In a well-publicized case last decade, Gong Shengliang, founder of the South China Church, a large unregistered Christian movement, was arrested and quickly received a death sentence. Apparently framed on trumped-up charges of abusing young women within the church, Gong soon became somewhat of a poster child for the persecuted church in China. As a result of mounting international pressure his sentence was commuted to life in prison. Concern over Gong’s case continued for years until evidence finally came to light indicating that he was indeed guilty of raping numerous teenaged church members, among other crimes. Unfortunately the international community’s unquestioning assumption of Gong’s innocence severely tarnished the image of overseas Christians in the eyes of Chinese officials, who saw Gong’s supporters as uninformed and politically motivated.

Finally, the degree of corruption and greed among local officials will have considerable bearing on how Christians are treated. If Christians are seen as an easy mark for fines—particularly when it is known they can attract funds from overseas—then local officials may prey upon them for personal gain. Anti-crime campaigns with quotas for a certain number of arrests can also prompt local officials to crack down on Christian activities that had previously gone on unhindered. On the other hand, in areas where Christians enjoy good relations with officials (some of whom may be believers themselves), church activities are less likely to encounter interference by local authorities, unless or until a directive comes down from higher in the system requiring official action.

Shape of Things to Come?

While in practice the space for Christians to operate (within the parameters listed above) has been gradually increasing, policies, as mentioned earlier, have been basically stagnant. However, recent events suggest that a shift may be under consideration that would bring existing policies in line with reality.

In March 2008, unregistered urban church leaders from across China met to consider how they could more effectively engage in addressing social needs. These leaders not only advised the Public Security Bureau (PSB) of their intention to meet; they even invited members of the PSB to attend as observers.

These theoretical discussions took on a much deeper meaning in the aftermath of the Wenchuan earthquake on May 12. The result was a coordinated and still ongoing relief and rebuilding effort that is indeed precedent-setting. A number of aspects in the past would have been considered threatening to the government. First, it consists of a large number of unregistered churches working together in a coordinated effort. Second, it is very overtly Christian, with the lead organization, an indigenous NGO, using “Christian” in its name and a cross in its logo. The Chinese government has not only allowed this work to continue, but the Civil Affairs Bureau has even helped to facilitate the work.

In November 2008 the Research and Development Center of the State Council (China’s equivalent of a Cabinet) hosted the first-ever official consultation on the house church, drawing together scholars from various universities, government researchers, and a half-dozen recognized unregistered church leaders. One of the house church representatives in that meeting spoke of their need to communicate with the government, while at the same time holding firm on the position taken unanimously by the house church leaders participating in the meeting:

Only God can control the spirituality of faith; no worldly authorities have the right to control a man’s spirit. . . . House churches (any true church) will only submit to Christ and reserve the right to make decisions on their own, and they would rather die than to accept the control of any worldly authorities. . . . The government has been entrusted by God with the authority to maintain external public order. If the government can limit its governing to areas of maintaining public order in external conduct, then according to the teachings of the Bible, the house church will definitely obey those in authority within the boundary that God has set.

A key factor in the current situation is how the unregistered church now engages government. This kind of engagement is happening not only in big events such as the March and November meetings, but more significantly it is also taking place on a routine basis at the grassroots level with profound effect. Many unregistered church pastors and leaders meet on a regular basis with a Public Security Bureau official or a police officer to discuss a broad range of topics. These exchanges in the past were mere interrogations. These days they are more often seen by many church leaders as an opportunity for a discussion about mutual concerns. This act of reaching out exemplifies the manner in which many urban unregistered church leaders are building bridges of trust with government.

Christianity continues to gain ground as a legitimate area of intellectual pursuit as well as a legitimate topic within China’s ongoing social discourse. As recently as 15 years ago, only one Chinese university featured a Christianity Research Institute independent of the religious bureaucracy and control. Today there are more than 30.

The strides for the cause of religious freedom have primarily resulted from positive interaction between China’s own people and their government. Chinese officials are watching and carefully weighing the future role of the church in Chinese society. In this very fluid environment, the international Christian community has an opportunity to be proactive in supporting Christians who are carving out a new space for the church in Chinese society and in encouraging government officials to take risks in not merely allowing but also sanctioning a new degree of religious freedom.

Brent Fulton is president of China Source, which provides the Christian community with critical knowledge for collaborating with and serving the Chinese church and society. He previously served as managing director of the Institute for Chinese Studies at Wheaton College. He holds MA and PhD degrees in political science from the University of Southern California. He and his wife, Jasmine, live in Hong Kong.

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Thought I might post a Sermon. Not so much because I’m going to seminary, or because I have been gratuitously been giving opportunities to preach about every 4 months throughout the last 8 years or so.

But because it’s Good Friday, and I cried during it. Wow, it was a totally unexpected and humbling.

I thought to myself, “For crying out loud, this is NOT my First time preaching. What in the world is going on?”

So the church that I work out of, University Lutheran, does a “Tre Ore” service every Good Friday from noon to 3pm (the hours of darkness when Jesus was on the cross). Area Lutheran pastors help by preaching one of Jesus’ 7 words from the Cross in 20 minute increments. And I got to preach the 4th word (well, technically I guess you could call the phrases), “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?”

So I had been thinking about it the last few days, and cranked it out last night. But on Wednesday after reading books and Bible stories with the kids (we read the Jesus Storybook Bible for devotions that night) I really wanted to include that in my sermon, it was great stuff. (Great children’s Bible by the way, I highly endorse it.)

The pastor before me (the 3rd word) will usually break up during some part of the service. Usually due to the overwhelming love, emotion, weight, power, awesomeness of what He gets to do or be a part of or announce during church. Today was no different, moved by talking about why and how Christ won salvation for us made him choke up and even pause during his sermon. I love this about Dave. He is one of the most humble and loving pastors I know. And I am moved by the emotions he willingly shows. The humility of him, and the overwhelming weight of what God has done for him as he is sharing God’s love and the Gospel with people, is so real and tangible.

So enough about how great Dave is; back to ME!…or rather, me… I was really happy with my sermon and thought I nailed, felt it flowed fairly well. I prayed (like I always do before preaching; was still nervous a little, like I am always am before I preach) but I was ready. I had a good script, and it was mine, and it was from my heart. Well, and preaching my sermon and talking about Christ’s love for us, for me, and thinking of my family, my parents, and especially my kids, and let’s just say, my sermon really touched me, ugh. I got more chocked up than Dave did. I had tears falling out of my eyes trying to make it through the quote. Thank the Lord it was at the end of my sermon.

Thank you Jesus, for your love, your willingness, and your humility. Thank you for bringing your sacrifice home to me this Good Friday.

Amen!

Happy Good Friday, and if I don’t see you, Happy Easter.

Toby

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